work and marriage

i want to write again about my problems my dear blog,i was planning to continue working till November but not regularly of course from September because of college and Ramadan also will be in september and i didn't tell you asfouri el gameel my asdorable asfour will be here in September,he told me that,when i left my job in March i was very upset and decided never to be back but i changed my mind really because when i got back to asfouri 7abibi because i will be missing him so much like now when he travels like every year and i feel so lonely without him,i guess being tired every day from work will help little and will help about money issue too,i was going to make really good money in this holiday but i don't want to be loaded on my nervous any way whatever the money i get! i will leave el gamal bema 7amal zay ma bey2olo

now lets see logically because i like logic thinking,what would i earn and what would i lose if i left this job,what i will earn i just wrote above but what will i lose? actually not little

The money i was going to get is really good and it would help me to agahez nafsi for my life with asfouri,i don't want to be 3ala 3leh! i want to be resposible for every thing related to myself like my home clothing and my personal care at least

i have enough money now to buy the lingeries i am seeking,when i looked lingeries at first i looked on internet and found wonderful things and many styles and creative things but when i went 3la ard el wake3 zay ma bey2olo i found it is very basic and boring and when i find some thing average compared to what i found on websites i find it unreasonable in price,i won't pay much for some thing i am not even 100% satisfied on it!

i am really taken but things i find online and why don't i buy them online and require delivery to be at one of my close friends house! i contacted some companies and most of them said they don't ship to Egypt except 2 ones who quoted reasonable amount for delivery,don't be happy my dear blog because new problems arised ,will write again after taking some rest